I’m a bomb
I have always been a train wreck waiting to happen
After months and months, slight after slight I knew I could never be what you needed at that moment.
Days in my life pass by as minutes
I can never tell what day it’s been or how many have passed until I realized we became a part of history
A history I had no idea had passed by until it was far too late
I had losta house aphone and a job but once I noticed it, it was too late
You are in my thoughts often
Only when I had no means to contact you did I realized that with me there but neverthere you could never be happy
And you know that
I block you because we do love eachother
And I would and will get in the way because I will always be your black knight.
I was alwaysbad for you
I want you to be happy but I would get in the way of that if I knew it wasn’t with me.
You’re much stronger than I could ever be
I will only hurtyou and I’m sorry
One day I might be the person I wanted to be for you
The person you could be proud of
Like a was always proud of you
I love you
I really do.
I’m a bomb
In the wind did winter blow
Through the darkness of sleet and snow
I had not lasted but I had not lied
Some part of me in fall must have died